my journal bitch [entries|friends|calendar] stephan allen black stephan♥ im stephan.im in love with the most gorgeous girl ever, she's perfect in everyway.i love you trinity autumn haase with all of my heart.im shy at first.i fall in love quickly.im sweet.im a hopeless romantic.i love kissing.i love holding hands.i love hugs.give me one of thouse and ill love you.hatemail makes me giggle.i whore.hate it?then delet me.i skate.i play guitar.I love music of all Genres.but most of all i love metal.some might lable me as "emo" or "scene" but fuck them. i make my own scene.i love long distance relationships, there cute, but they dont work.im poor.so what.i love going to shows.i dont drive.oh well.i dont have a job. myspace is my anti-drug. I like physical pain, but not too much.grape juice is the shit. im a sucker for a blue eyed girl.i wear tight pants.im always listening to my nano.its my life.i love eye shadow.peircings are orgasimic. by far the biggest turn on ever.tattoos amaze me.kisses are something i adore the most.i drink.but that doesnt make me a fuck up. hate me and ill love you. im very forgiving.im the sweetest guy you'll ever meet.The End. Links - profile friends myspace MUSIC 21 gun salute A Life Once Lost [The] Agony Scene All Shall Perish Among The Decayed And The Hero Fails As I Lay Dying♥ As Hope Dies Atreyu August Burns Red Between the Buried and Me [The] Black Dahlia Murder [The] Bled [The] Blood Brothers Bloodlined Calligraphy Bury Your Dead [The] Chariot circle takes the square Confide Dead To Fall Death Cab For Cutie Deftones Devil Driver [The] Devil Wears Prada Elysia Engorged Every Time I Die Excoriate [The] Fall Of Troy Fear Before The March of Flames From Autumn To Ashes Gnalkill Grace Gale Greeley Estates Hacksaw To The Throat Haste the Day [The] Heartland Heavy Heavy Low Low If Hope Dies It Dies Today Job For A Cowboy Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster Minus The Bear Misery Signals Monsterzzzzzzz Nirvana Norma Jean Oh Lord! That's A Death Threat! On the last Day Paris In Arms Rush Saosin See You Next Tuesday Since By Man Skinless Stalins War Stick To Your Guns Suicide Silence These Arms Are Snakes Texas is on Fire Thrice Through The Eyes Of The Dead Thursday Tower of Rome Trivium Underoath[old stuff] Unearth Walls Of Jericho zombies ate my neighbors TV SHOWS that 70's show maried with children blues clues big bear home improvment peoples court cops csi the office everyone loves raymond friends seinfeld sponge bob king of queens Movies dawn of the dead day of the dead land of the dead wolf creek night of the living dead return of the living dead resident evil 1 & 2 shawn of the dead donnie darko singles kill bill 1&2 liar liar the crow 1,2,3, and 4 the day after tomarrow star wars 1,2,3,4,5 and 6 lord of the rings 1,2, and 3 ice age 1 and 2 monsters inc. toy story 1 and 2 finding nemo the land before time fast times at ridgemont high friday the 13th [all of them] saving private ryan black hawk down friday next friday friday after the next enemy at the gates the patroit gladiator braveheart 13th warrior harry potter 1,2,3 and 4 forest gump saw 1 & 2 spiderman 1 & 2 xmen 1 & 2 american history X &&more im sure I LOVE... Trinity Music monter energy drink Kissing Metal Love Star Wars Sith Lords Going To Shows Hanging Out Going To The Mall Shopping Friends Showers PDA MSN mutation Zombies police brutality mass murderers gore my ipod nano eye makeup girly jeans on boys animals music ♥ I HATE... people who lie people who steal people who hurt others people who hurt animals meanys chacolate being shy MONEY cutters people who are vain show offs pretty people[only because im jealous] ex girlfriends who interfere people who go to shows to socialize bad bands from first to last coffee bad breath to much PDA AIM back stabbers being over weight drugs drug users guns [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[June 4th] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | sean paul- we be burning ] so. it's pretty much summer for me. i'm not going to school untl next year, and in a couple weeks i'm going to see TRINITY!!!!!!!! i'm so fucking excited!you don't even know. :D she better give me a HUGE kiss:] and a even bigger hug. i think i'll faint when i see her. hehe, and i'm going to be so fucking shy, oh my god you don't even know. i'm always shy around people when i meet them, but with her it'll be different because i haven't seen her at all, and it'll be my first time. i'm so nervous too. oh, an fuck, i have to meet her parents. eeek i scared. i hope they'll like me. :[ if not oh well. i'm on a diet, yeah that's right no more fat food for me. i need to be skinny for her. :] i love you trinity autumn haase. was this a good enough post? hehe. <3 2 - reply - edit

2 of the happiest months of my life [May 26th] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | wisper perfect lies- hacksaw to the throat ] o3.29.o6 was the day i asked out the most amazing girl ever born, she's perfect in everyway. i've fucked up my trust with her but i'm going to earn it back, i don't know how yet but i'll find a way, i need her trust. i love her with all my heart. monday will be our 2 months. this is the longest relationship i've been in. i love her more than life itself. she's my life. she's my oxegen. she's my world. she's my everything. she's my baby. words can never describe how perfect trinity is. she's like an angel, and god sent me her. i wont fuck this up again. i've hurt her to many fucking times. i couldn't stand to hurt her again. i'd probably die. i love her so fucking much. if i ever lost trinity i don't know what i'd do. i can't see myself without her. i'm a dying patient at a hospital, and she's my life support, without her, i'd die. this gorgeous/perfect/amazing/wonderful/beautiful/pretty/cute girl is all fucking mine, if god took her away from me. then god would take my life. i love her to the end. i love you grows every day. i love her with all my heart and soul. she'll always have my heart, my love. no matter what, she'll always be the love of my life. noone could ever take her place. she's changed my life. i love her so much, it never ends. o3.29.o6 till the end. reply - edit

:/ [May 19th] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | JP-tearing through me ] trinity is moving back to colarado. and now i don't know if i'll be able to see her, my mom keeps acting like she would send me out there, but then she's like i dont know.grr, i need to know. fuck. i hate not being able to hold her in my arms, and tell her i love her in person it kills me. right now the love of my life is on a bus going home to Colarado:[ and i can't even talk to her. she said she'll call me when she gets there. it's a 20 hour drive, thats 20 hours of not talking to her, this is killing me. i miss her voice. so so so so so much. she can't even text me because she doesnt want her phone to die. life sucks right now. my fucking mom, grr, i hope she sends me out there like she said she would. and if my dad says no, then idk. i'll just fucking run away down to colarado. if she does send me down there, then that would be the so amazing. that'd be by far the best thing my mother could ever do for me. i don't ask for much, i just need to see my baby, my love, my life. fuck my ipod is frozen, again. now i can't even listen to fucking music.this is a shitty day:'[ 1 - reply - edit

i relised... [May 8th] [ mood | blah ] [ music | BTBAM- the need for rep... ] that everything revoles around music. clothes, the way someone acts, talks, the people you hang out with, everything!!! today, i was hanging out with mac and travis at lunch, and i relised we never once stopped talking about music. i mean it's cool and everything, but choose a diffrent subject, all we did was make fun of shitty bands, and there weird names, haha. but whatever im done on the subject. anyway... school was ok i guess. just really long and boring. kjswjknskwjnsk and i fucking forgote my ipod!!:[ that made me so depressed because i couldnt even look at my pics[trinity] && i was missing her alot today too.it was crazy, every secound she was on my mind.i love love love love love love love love love her!!!:D what else to write about.uh, im drinking a deit pepsi, woop. so nasty. lol. taste like fetus blood.lol. haha, today at the bus stop there was this crazy old lady, && she was cripped and she was checking out these 5 black guys, haha, so i made a rap about it it's pretty fucking twisted.lol.only because im a twisted child.i dont feel like writing it now, so to bad for thouse selective few that wanted to hear it.lol.ok im done, ill end this with a quote of some type... "I hate Roadrunner, why can't Wiley Coyote win. Cartoons, make me angry, why can't Sylvester eat Tweety Saturday morning, roll out of bed long to see Bugs Bunny lose his head Bugs lying headless, a gory scene, Elmer would be happy as little kids scream!!! Tom became elated, standing over Jerry's body mutilated tears filled the kids eyes seeing Jerry's carcass, sodomized" -skinless. 2 - reply - edit

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